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Neurotic rants
Motivations -- where are you?
Seriously, I need someone to come over and crack my brain up, because it seems like I can't function at all today. So many projects, no source of inspiration to get them done. That is so bad, isn't it? Am I the only one feeling low on energy today? Or is it sort of universal? My best flaunting skills for today is "yawning" and I am so damn good at doing it. One contributing factor to this ceasing of active energy is due to the insufficient amount of sleep lately. I am back to my nocturnal self again, just like the way I was during my years of graduate school. For the past few nights, I often got onto bed around 11 pm, sometimes earlier than that, but ended up being so wide awake and tossing around until I was restless. By the time sleep hit me, the clock ticked to 1 or 2 in the morning. That's only 5 to 6 hours of sleep each night. That vexes me a great deal, transcending into distress too.
Off track and veering away from the nocturnal, I am going to New York City again this weekend, actually, I am leaving tomorrow? Can't wait to get those yummy tiramisu into my mouth. Drooling for its softness, indeed. The Millennium isn't a bad place to rest for 2 nights. This weird thought just occurred -- something about nice and fancy hotels makes me feel so compelled to write something dirty. Hmm, "dirty" as in term of dirty streets full of trash in NYC in comparison to a clean and upscale hotel; it's not the other "dirty" you are thinking of. I got'cha, didn't I? Mind-teasing game is a powerful force, isn't it?
Let digress a little bit, anyone has any wonderful plan for Christmas season? I don't have any except for the regular routine of driving back and forth between the office and my humble home, with a treacherous mountain notch that scares me this snowy winter. Perhaps I have traveled way too often from September up until now and the thought of getting on a plane and or driving in crazy traffic isn't too appealing at this time of the year. But a short trip to Boston isn't too bad, especially when a guest from FL is coming up to this freezing place for her white Christmas.
Oh, I do have a plan for Tết, the Lunar New Year, which falls on the weekend of Jan. 29th. Guess where will I be that weekend? That's right, the lovely land of ten thousand lakes. My mom is very smart (she is my mom, what do I expect?) and she lured me with all kind of promises about the Tết celebration, mostly about food as she knows I have a tender heart when it comes to packing cholesterol into my veins. Perhaps I should have a diet plan, starving myself from now on until Jan. 29th and start binging on the food I have been craving for. Self-indulgence is difficult to moderate sometimes.
I am still feeling neurotic even after all these clueless rants. Yuck!
Seriously, I need someone to come over and crack my brain up, because it seems like I can't function at all today. So many projects, no source of inspiration to get them done. That is so bad, isn't it? Am I the only one feeling low on energy today? Or is it sort of universal? My best flaunting skills for today is "yawning" and I am so damn good at doing it. One contributing factor to this ceasing of active energy is due to the insufficient amount of sleep lately. I am back to my nocturnal self again, just like the way I was during my years of graduate school. For the past few nights, I often got onto bed around 11 pm, sometimes earlier than that, but ended up being so wide awake and tossing around until I was restless. By the time sleep hit me, the clock ticked to 1 or 2 in the morning. That's only 5 to 6 hours of sleep each night. That vexes me a great deal, transcending into distress too.
Off track and veering away from the nocturnal, I am going to New York City again this weekend, actually, I am leaving tomorrow? Can't wait to get those yummy tiramisu into my mouth. Drooling for its softness, indeed. The Millennium isn't a bad place to rest for 2 nights. This weird thought just occurred -- something about nice and fancy hotels makes me feel so compelled to write something dirty. Hmm, "dirty" as in term of dirty streets full of trash in NYC in comparison to a clean and upscale hotel; it's not the other "dirty" you are thinking of. I got'cha, didn't I? Mind-teasing game is a powerful force, isn't it?
Let digress a little bit, anyone has any wonderful plan for Christmas season? I don't have any except for the regular routine of driving back and forth between the office and my humble home, with a treacherous mountain notch that scares me this snowy winter. Perhaps I have traveled way too often from September up until now and the thought of getting on a plane and or driving in crazy traffic isn't too appealing at this time of the year. But a short trip to Boston isn't too bad, especially when a guest from FL is coming up to this freezing place for her white Christmas.
Oh, I do have a plan for Tết, the Lunar New Year, which falls on the weekend of Jan. 29th. Guess where will I be that weekend? That's right, the lovely land of ten thousand lakes. My mom is very smart (she is my mom, what do I expect?) and she lured me with all kind of promises about the Tết celebration, mostly about food as she knows I have a tender heart when it comes to packing cholesterol into my veins. Perhaps I should have a diet plan, starving myself from now on until Jan. 29th and start binging on the food I have been craving for. Self-indulgence is difficult to moderate sometimes.
I am still feeling neurotic even after all these clueless rants. Yuck!